2 years.....

Tomorrow will be 2 years since I saw my parents and sister last. I just cannot imagine living without seeing any family what so ever for last two years....WOW.I don't know how is my rest of the family dealing with it? Must be hard for them.

My mom always says" when you see off somebody say goodbye with a smile on face because that is the face , they will always remember till they see you next." This is very true, till today when ever I have glimpse of my family I always see their smiling faces. I hope they also remember my smiling face always.

Two years is neither a huge time difference nor a small time difference. But this is the longest I have lived with out seeing anybody from my family. Yes I do miss them, yes I want to spend time with them. I still miss those tender moments with my mother. I still admire my fathers way of showing affection to me. I still miss all those brother sister fights almost on anything with my sister. But I have certain goals to achieve and I am very focused for them.

I remember how my mother was against my decision of leaving home. I also remember how much effort I need to put to persuade my father. I also remember those stress times in order to get all the paper work done. Making a decision is one thing and sticking to it is another. I have proved it to my self that I made a decision and clinged with it.

Lately, My parents and I have started to drift apart, becuase of difference in opinions. But this doesn't mean I didn't love or respect them. I still miss them and hoping for things to get better between us.

Peace
MS